Thursday, April 21, 2011

Healing incantation

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

CAUTION ~!

ini untuk org yg dah tgk citer TANGLED 2010.

tahu kan lagu bila die nak heal or mudakan mak tiri dia tuh guna rambut, die kne nyanyi lagu kn2?
macam nih lirik die...

Flower gleam and glow

Let your power shine

Make the clock reverse, bring back what once was mine

Heal what has been hurt, change the fate's design

Save what has been lost, bring back what once was mine

What once was mine


aku tataw lar knape lar aku nih budak2 sgt... hati aku tgh sakit skunk nih... so, sepanjg hari lar aku dok dgr lagu nih...  mula2 aku xsedar pon nape lar aku dok dengar lagu nih ulang2... 

bila pikir2 balik, konon nk heals kan hati aku yg terluka nih...hampeh jep perangai...budak sgt..huhu


peliss don't try this at home, yer anak2?? :-)




menjelang final!!!!

ASSALAMUALAIKUM W.B.T


Bila bercakap pasal final exam nih... aku mula lah datang syndrom2 dasat aku...


1. perasaan ingin main game datang secara membuak2 mcm idea nak tulis karangan...melimpah ruah ke ladang gandum...

2. perasaan stress kemuncak sampai aku akan gelak sorg2... buat tarian sotong sepanjg masa... *buat masa nih, aznin la mangsa tgk aku kne serangan tarian sotong*

3. dan2 nk kemas bilik lar... nk sapu sampah lar...nk lap kipas lar..mcm lar selama nih xbleyh nk buat..time2 nk final lar sume perasaan tuh datang... =____=

4. mase ni jugak lar homesick bagai, padahal lagi 2 minggu jah...tros balik... lagi2 dah final year nih..mmg home forever lar...

5. time nih jugak lar aku akan byk komitmen bukan shaja komitment ngan keje2 & assignments,komitment dengan lecturer *dan2 nk jumpe time2 final ni kan*  , dan juge komitment terhadap org2 yg sy syg... *mcm selame nih xbg komitment kan? * FUHH~~ bgus juge aku xde komitment2 len untuk dipelihara..coz honestly, aku mmg xpandai nk bhagi masa bagai nih...

6. keinginan tido yg kemuncak~ sgt dasat kerana membuatkan aku nk tidoooo sepnjg masa...pg tido...tgahari nk tido..ptg nk tido...pastu mlm cangak...mata dah serope panda... O___o ..huhuhu
org miskol puluh2 kali pon i xbgun lagik..ahakz~ *sebb silent hokeyy..* :-P

7. ok... don't get me wrong... but when it's come to final exam... i intends to be jiwang karatzz.. sentimental sikit~ sume ad..haa~~ mule lar layan lagu2 yg selalu nyer buat aku nk geli2, tetibe jd fav time final..hahaha


jadi, kpada sesiape yg mengenali sy, budak yg shengal yg org selalu nk sekeyh2 nih... tolong lar doakan die supaya berubah lebih baik.. mungkin.... sy akan lebih rajin lepas nih... my last semester..and my final year in UPM... doakan terbaik untuk kami yg nk grad nih~!! tQ..ALLAH bless all of us.. :)

kalo ad org dok sorak2 gambatte kat aku mcm nih, mungkin aku lebeyh semangat~! hahaha >___<

TEHEE XD
later yah~?!!


Wednesday, April 20, 2011

La Tahzan~ jangan bersedih~

ASSALAMUALAIKUM


Arini jiwa sy agak keciwa ckit…siap nangis ala2 tgk citer hindustan..tersesak2 bagai...kenapa?
Gedik la pulak kalo nk habaq kat sini kan? Hehe


Kekadang, kita tak sedar ape yg kita miliki, sampai lah satu hari nanti, kita kehilangan benda tuh..
Kekadang juga, azalinya sifat manusia ini mahu memilki sesuatu yg bukan milik kita… tp bila dah memiliki, xpernah puas dengan ape yang kita miliki….kadang kala sanggup merampas hak orang lain..mengikut kamus pustaka purba kala, mengambil hak orang lain dikategorikan sbgai org yg zalim…


Sekiranya itu bukan takdir milik kita, apa sekali yg kita buat pon, bak kata org, merentas lautan api, menggapai langit ketujuh skali pon kalo sudah tertulis di Luh-Mahfuz itu bukan milik kita dan tak akan jadi milik kita. Yang mampu kita lakukan adalah berdoa kerana sesungguhnya itu adalah senjata org2 mukmin dan Sesungguhnya ALLAH tidak akan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum sehingga mereka mengubah keadaan yang ada pada diri mereka sendiri. Hanya ALLAH yg mampu mengubah segalanya kerana DIA satu-satunya pencipta Bumi dan sekelian alam ini.


La Tahzan jika sesuatu bukan ditentukan untuk kita kerana sesungguhnya ALLAH telah mengaturkan yg lebih baik untuk kita. Bergembiralah anda kerana jika yg bukan milikmu itu anda rasakan yg terbaik, maka anda akan dapat yg terbaik dari kalangan yg terbaik… 

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Rumet datang dan tiba2 menepuk bahuku… Sudah2 lar tuh kak.. perfume tuh ada satu jer pon… Dah Kak Kema dapat dulu…sape soh buat muke sardin jer time kak Dania dtg td…ape nk membuat kan.. udah2 ler tuh sedeyh nyer….

HUH~ hampeh…kantoi sudah~ =_____=


huhu....jgan bersedih...jgan bersedih.... Y____Y


Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Blood Type, B negative~

ASSALAMUALAIKUM W.B.T


Morning~ *kes tak boleh tido sbb terlebih tido..erk~ *

It's been a while since i write an entry... Well, I'm quite busy with my final exam... plus with unfinished final year project.. huhu ..I'm going to use dwibahasa.. so, bare with me..LOL~ *macam tak biase lak kan*
Okay enough with the mukadimah yg merapu..

For this special entry, i would like to talk about my blood type.B negatives... Masa aku muda rumaja...time baru first time derma darah gitu, doctor bagi tahu aku bahawa darah yg mengalir dalam diriku ini darah B negative adalah sejenis darah yang rare untuk dijumpai. Masa tuh, aku rase diri special sgt..*konon ler*
Tapi pada hakikat nyer anak2, cuba anak2 fikirkan.... kalau lar dah namanye jarang dijumpai, maka susah ler bagi aku untuk dptkan blood transfusion if anything happens sebabnye susah nak cari org yang ada darah jenis camnih..betol tak anak2? huhu... tak cukup lagi dengan kesentapan bile terfikir akan keadaan aku yang susah ber''blood transfusion" nih...Aku pun ditimbakan dengan ilmu pasal org2 yg ber"rhesus" negative nih. *bukan nak pegi menimba ilmu, org yg bg ilmu kat aku..nmpak sgt pemalas nk cari ilmu...ish3...* maafkan kakak, abah...anak abah pemalaih sgt~! =____=

Org kata, org yg berdarah rhesus negative nih terutamanya perempuan akan mengalami masalah untuk kelahiran anak kelak. Setahu ilmu2 yg ditimbakan kepada aku lar, If the husband possesses the positive blood type while the spouse possesses the negative blood type, for the first birth there's not gonna be any problem but somehow, the wife's body intend to generates antibody that will cause a problem to the 2nd birth later due to the baby usually follows the genetic of the father which has the positive blood type. Therefore, there gonna be problem such as abortions, the baby having problem receiving nutrient from the mom, and worst~  i heard that the mom won't be able to breastfeeding the baby due to the different rhesus...*abeh tu...xkan la aku nak bagi anak aku beradik beradikkan dgn lembu....haih~*,something like that...Bila dgq lagu tu, bertambah sedeyh lar aku... Y____Y 


Dengan sepantas kilat, aku pon p lar ngadu kat abg aku yg konon bakal doktor tuh.... at least buat rujukan lar skit sebanyak..kang kalo aku p jumpe doktor bertauliah kang, die ingat aku dah gatai nak kahwin lak kan....die pon terang ler pape yang die tahu...aku tetap tak puas hati, aku pon pi lar ngadu kat awek die yg bakal menjadi seorang nurse yg chantek.. :-P  Yang buat aku terkejut dan tercampak beberape inchi bila esok nyer, die pegi tanya lecturer die pasal rhesus negative nih dan menyatakan segala spekulasi dan permasalahan yg aku bgtahu kat dia.. Dgn semangatnyer, bliau text dan beritahu aku bahawa aku xperlu risau tentang hal tuh. 

Penerangan : -  Menurut lecturer bakal kak ipaq, all i need to do is to make sure that i'll get the Rho(D) immune globulin injection or to be shorten, Rogan injection 72 hours before the birth delivery.So, the doctor have to be alert bout it. Aku rasa lega sikit dan agak bersyukur dapat kak ipar yg baik. :-) *senyum lebar sampai telinge*

Rather than that, I'm going to explain my blood type personality. Well, what i can say from the details that i get from research in the internet. Some of them, reflects me, but some are not. Let's take a look what people observed on B blood type persons.



Type B blood

Traits:
Cheerful, Optimistic, Active, Sensitive, Kind, Forgetful, unorganized, Noisy, Egocentric

Energetic and have the drive to reach towards goals. May be workaholics. Not the best team players and are individualistic. Do things at one's own pace. Strong personality adventurous. Likes to get one's own way. Are Sociable and enjoy entertaining.

Like to touch or be touched by others.

People with blood type B are the most practical of the blood groups. They are specialists in what they do. When they start a project, they spend extra time understanding and trying to follow directions than others might. When they are doing something, all of their attention is focused on it. They tend to stick to a goal and follow it through to the end, even if it seems impossible. They tend to be less than cooperative, as they like to follow their own rules and their own ideas. They are individualists. B type people pay attention to their thoughts a little more than their feelings, and therefore can sometimes seem cold and serious.

People with blood type B are often considered more relaxed, freewheeling, and unconventional than other types, although not necessarily to an unacceptable degree.
okay, now... i won't compare it myself coz i thought it won't be fair enough to judge myself right? so, you do it! *sebenarnye saje jer nk bg engkome perah otak sikit :-P*

so be simplify,i categorize my personalities.
WORK :
- last minute person but always try to finished my job A.S.A.P so that it wont haunt my mind or else, i won't be able to sleep or having problem sleeping... =____=
- need mood in everything i do, but once i have the mood. i'll focus till the end *mcm org kata, mak mentua lalu sebelah pon xsedar :-P* 
- yep, individual person... always do my job own my own.. usually i won't ask for help cause i hate to burden people. *mak bapak bleyh pulak kn? huhuhu*
HOBBIES :
- like to collect things.. not to make people envy on me, but only for my satisfaction.
- reading comics.. i just do...don't know why
- reading science fiction novel... I'm a highly imaginative person.. reading those type of materials make me feels like I'm in the cloud nine... *u know what makes you in the cloud ten and eleven? novel cinta..but i'm not into it that much..*

RELATIONSHIPS :
- i do appreciates any relationship i have in my life. Friends especially. I grown up in the environment surrounding with friends, that's why i really keep the friendship alive as possible. 
- my motto,  no one else can bully my friends except for me... messing with my friend, means you are messing with me, dude..
- need to be reminds why i love them.. need to be told why i love them.. people would say I'm doubt bout certain relationship..for me, it's not the right words because for the simple reason i love to be told and to be pampered. That's all...! simple to keep me happy~ ^____^
BEHAVIOR :
- if anything happen, always keep it to myself until one day i won't be able to keep it and burst it out like volcano explosion. * time tu hangpa tgk lar mcmane aku mengamuk.*
- i care much about person i love. but, if it's not about something i should care of, which don't have any concerns towards me, i ain't even care bout it... but i DO care when someone interrupting my life and we called it in malay as, membuat onar dalam hidup ku yg aman damai ini. *yelah, contohnya anda nak tukar university...lihat, xde kaitan dgn saya pon... tp tibe2, disebabkan anda nak tukar university, saya terpaksa exam awal sedangkan saya tak ready lagi semata2 nak bagi anda tukar university, mmg saya xsuka.. harap maklum*
 - short tempered *cepat marah, cepat sejuk* 
-cepat merajok, bukan kuat merajok, yerr?? sumber : Abg sy... bezanya... cepat merajok = cepat e.m.o, tp senang pujuk..
kuat merajok =  merajok, dan susah nk pujuk...dua itu adalah berbeda banget, HOKEYY??

LOVE : 
- no comment~ hahaha
- men2 jer... :-P  susah nak terima someone in life more than a friend.
why? coz i love a relationships based on friendships more that towards love relationships...
futher than that,  never been in love... gitu~~ *dah comment skit2 sudah =____=*



ini bakal kakak ipaQ sy~~ ^____^

chantek x beliau?? ahakx~
syg die sgt2~!!
kang abg akan ckp mcm nih : "sayang kak atun jer ker? abg mane??"



haih~~ =___=




yer2~ saya sayang abg dan kak ipaq saye sgt2~~ XD